Wow, back to the real world. Feeling a little like a vampire. Got out of hospital, yesterday was home. Today, I think I'm feeling a little like me, but on steiroids. Scarry... Anyway, as many of you probably realized even before I did, I have been a little out of it, and I apologize for that. Seems I don't remember much since March 24th, Tylers 20th birthday, and a friends kick-ass 60th bash.(I originally went to work 2 days later still thinking I was hung over, lol. I have very little recollection of a lot of stuff between then and when I went to the ER Sunday am. Anyway, I still have pneumonia but they got a lot of other crap taken care of while I was in there and it was lucky that I finally thought pneumonia or I might not have gone in. Thats another thing that sucks about having cancer. You never know if its the cancer, Im getting old, its a hotflash, its pneumonia, its stress, its kidney failure. Whatever, so people like me just wait and see. Well nothing like a week on the oncology floor to find yourself and rest. It also makes me realize how lucky I am, and how hard it could be and I feel reenergized and an even deeper respect for the women I love that are going thru their own cancer trip and are so much stronger than anyone should have to be. Thanks for their inspiration and thank you for caring. I really wish my friend Jilly had outlasted me. I could use her fantastic spirit right now....
Love ya, Julie
PS I promise not to go out among you til the steiroids wear off next week. Damn, I forgot what a bitch I can be :)
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